is that when you want to send a text message like:
"hey, let's have dinner together"
sort of thing after a long day at the office
and you just can't send it because it might mean something.
the fact is,I don't want to be alone sometimes
most especially when you really can't eat dinner at home
because you just sprayed anti mosquito!
there are no hidden meanings to my invitations.
i just want to have dinner with someone available.
plain and simple.no kidding.
oh crap, i do not think too much,
my mind is really occupied with
things that i am excited to do,
errands to attend to, and tight schedules
to fit in the more fun ones.
and yes, i always always feel bad
everytime i fail to blog twice a week.
have you ever been in a situation when things started smoothly
then it became totally awkward at times?
if i could only bring back that moments
when you are just exhaling all the stress
and thoughts to someone you can trust and who understands
your everyday.
be it over a cup of coffee or a bottle of beer.
no more, no less.
oh ,crap. everybody is commitment phobic.
i just wish you will be commited
to being a friend to me at least.
