Love ulet?

"There are so many songs about love"
-Andy Warhol

A friend of mine told me that
it has been one of her biggest mistake
to listen to love songs
while she's mending her broken heart
(are we really broken after a break-up anyway?).

she said that if you listen to songs
about heartaches and hopes about it,
you will be more depressed.

I could not imagine
how many times she listened to
way back into love and that mariah Carey
song that i do not want to remember.
mariah carey? i mean, wow...
she must've been really down
to listen to that crap.

fine, i am not trying to be cool here,
i myself used to have break-up
songs of my own.
but to tell you honestly,
i seldom payed attention to the lyrics.
i cannot comprehend what the song is about.
hey, i just want to cry.
the only purpose of music
is to drown my sobs.

the only love song that i know by heart
is "Kwarto" by Sugarfree.
God knows how many times
i listened to it
while i cry in my room or in public.
yes, in public. what a loser.

this friend of mine told me
that her found remedy are songs
by Christina Aguilera and TLC.
thank heavens she did not mention Britney Spears.
i might have smacked her in the mall
if she utter "Britney".
oh, i am such a bad friend.
nyahaha!

Liwanag sa Dilim helped me a lot
whenever i am tired and scared due to work
or a kaput relationship happens.
and of course, marilyn manson.
too bad, Rivermaya broke up
and i have no idea what's the new
manson line up now.
bands break-up too.

back to my friend,
she was quite surprised how i manage to
sound and look okay always.
that i never called her everytime i am down.
i told her that i prefer to deal
with my emotions alone.
ganun talaga ang buhay.

every endings are not easy,
but i guess if you get a lot of it,
it'll definitely hurt less.

as of Andy Warhola,
uhm, yes, I love him.