out of frustration

there are a lot of things that i am frustrated about.
am i beginning to turn my blog in to a toxic one?
but we all do get frustrated and sad.
i feel it everytime i see the peace of paper on my wall that says
"buong pusong pag-aalay ng sarili para sa bayan- UP".
I have to be empowered to be able to do that
and i know there are a lot of ways.
i am not trying hard enough.
but another thing that made me more sad
was that the news regarding our college.
a lot of issues arises and maybe power grabbing
and finance issues are involved.
sana lang maisip lang nila na kung hindi ka makatulong,
huwag mo namang tulungang patayin ang unibersidad
na kumakalinga parin sayo.
alam mo na ngang mahirap lang ang college natin,
pero yung magpahirap ka pa sa sitwasyon e magisip-isip ka naman.
sana lang mas united tayo towards something
more strong and productive.
yung makikinabang tayo.
charity case na nga magturo sa UP e.
mahuhusay na propesor na maliit lang ang mga sweldo.
teaching is a noble job,
and the professors in this university is so passionate about their field.
tapos against pa kayo sa mga tamang layunin nila?
do you know how many national artist came from UPCFA?
almost half of the total number.
Ilan ang art school sa Pilipinas?
tangina, ang hirap na nga mag survive sa art world,
nagkakagulo pa...