sinful

if i am to reflect on my sins,
it is a given fact that gluttony will be on my number one list.
well, i do wish lust would be the first but since...ahummm..
though most of the time, i do blur food and sex.
i have a strong opinion that these two things are the same.

you get excited, your heart beats faster,
you moan everytime you get to savor that luscious food in your mouth,
and you are left breathless and tired after finishing that perfect meal.
still, you will disagree?

anyhooch,if you still do not agree with me.
i can do say i am one of the people who lust after food.
yes, the gravity is heavy.

the last one that i have been lusting about was tilapia.
this craving started since last week.
i got so sad when i went to shopwise to find no tilapia at all.
but tonight i got lucky!
i get to choose that fat tilapia that i have been craving about.
yes, i am darn hungry after office
because i wasn't able to eat merienda.
but this hunger deserves that fat fried tilapia.
so i waited for it to be cooked.

to tell you honestly.
i am a good cook.
i come from a family who earns a living by cooking
and selling good food.
we love to eat and we know good food. trust me.
and if you are a member of our family
and you don't know how to cook--shame on you.

but cooking fish is easy.
i want this tilapia to be fried.
but wait, i can cook,
but i always fail to cook fish properly.
these fishes are probably dead right before
they came to shopwise early in the morning.
but after frying these poor fishes,
it looks like the fishes have been double dead for a long time.
was murdered and grinded even.
get that picture?
that's what it looks like in my frying pan!
idiot me for not texting my mother on how to cook tilapia properly.

it was too late when she told me that i have to

rud salt in my dry pan before putting oil in it so the

fishes won't stick.
darn too late.

but still, after that, i get to eat the tilapia of my life!
still delicious.
it doesn't look edible though.

but hey, i am hungry!
and i have observed that i have this "thing" that
either i mix sugar, garlic, salt, pepper soy sauce
and vinegar as my sawsawan or i put mayo
and toyo in my food. it is sooo true.
most people are grossed out by it.
but then again, i am yucky anyway. what's new?
after a hearty meal literally due to the cholesterol from my mayonnaise,
i get to indulge on mudpie banana ice cream!


fudge!
this sinful dessert is definitely worth my headache!
i do not care if i get that splitting bitch of pain
in my head tomorrow or this monday.
it was worth it.
yes, this is gluttony.
yes, i am trying to bring back the five pounds that i lose.

this is definitely the start of it.

yes, this is worth my friday night.