fidelity

a friend of mine called me this morning to ask
if she's supposed to end her two year relationship.
well, i am no relationship expert.
and from the past traces, i have learned that
i am always the one who breaks it off.
call me a break-up expert instead.

what am i suppose to say to her?
i tend to run as fast as i can if i know i will be hurt.
i like the safe zone.
do not blink.
i can change my mood in such swift celerity.
i am an air sign.

in her case, it is mostly the questions of his
barkada, other women and porn movies.

she was kinda surprised that i find it normal
that guys tend to cover up their other tropa's
infidelities.
yes, they cover each others asses.
and i doubt it if they will tell you that
their tropa is dating another girl aside from you.
they complicate stuff but they do not want any trouble
when it comes to angry girlfriends.

i resent the idea of infidelity
but i am not here to judge.
i am far from being perfect either.
but until now, i'll never dare ask any
of my ex if they have become unfaithful
when there was still us.
embracing all honesty can be a breeze sometimes,
but there things that are better
left as secrets...